he always makes me smile...

even in the worst of moments....

he just seems to know...

hes my hero... no other way around it.


BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT on a much lighter note!

i got my writing back! i wrote something... like wrote something i liked... i haven't actually written scene brien came into my life

for those of u who do not know the brien story... ur lucky lol hes my ex bf... and basically what that means n a nut shell... i haven't actually written in about 3 years!

i am so stoked

and right now i've got massive nads... cuz well im gonna read it too him... not have him read it... not leave it on his bed... face to face. read it too him

this is too big for me

im too excited

i dont care if its smothering... im too stoked that it just came out of me.

i wrote

like acuttally... not trying.. not crying... not forcing it

not making an effort to get it out of my system... just felt.

put my hands on the key board... and just started speaking... typing... making it real... putting it in black in white


and i havent felt this alive... in ages





thank you god
thank you mom
thank you derek
thank you me

^_^

-Miss Manda the Princess

or WonderWoman... depends on who u ask